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Pain so Close to Comfort

by A Flower in Disguise

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I lay myself down, you rule me
And here in your arms there’s no rescue
They asked me of safety, and I thought of you
Only of you

Nobody can tell me that the sky’s not black
Or why it hurts so bad
Got all my time back and I accept it
There’s no rescue, guided by loss

They all say the same thing
But did you, did you love me til it hurt
Did you love til it hurt? Did you
I loved you until it hurt me

And I knew it from the start
Made ice from the blood in my heart
I said we were so far apart
But I tried so hard, pleasure is empty
Why’s comfort always have to hurt
I can’t think of anything worse

I lay myself down because I beat myself up
Acid turned my blood, I said too much and it hurts to much
I let myself down and shame don’t make a sound
And shame don’t make a sound
Alienation singed my memories

But who is going to die for you? Who’s going to cry for you?
Ooh who’s going to love you like I do
Cause I loved til it hurt me

They asked me of safety, and I thought of you
Only of you

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released July 4, 2020

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