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No Less than All Consuming

from Nemesis by A Flower in Disguise

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Derailed train of thought weary
Quickly grew despair
When I first laid eyes on you
No time to cry, danger, beware
Like a gun held to my head, to my head
Reluctant, cheap thrills
Through the eyes kill, killing me

I set aside time to daydream
Repressed a mood swing
Hurt my own feelings
I let you go, to rotten me, rotten me
Rot with me, joys I’ll never known personally

Others find each other
Come together naturally
I gather myself to wander
With no one for me
With no one for me
Take these thoughts
A broken home
Terms and conditions

Give me this alone
You are not mine to want
You are not mine to miss
Give me this

Insatiable
No more, no less then all consuming
My void grew made of lost wishes
A flourishing abyss
Stop hurting me please
I can’t trust you
I want to
I want to love you
But it feels like punishment
A gun held to my head
Hesitant, cheap thrills
Through the eyes kill, killing me

But it feels like punishment
A gun held to my head
Hesitant, cheap thrills
Through the eyes kill, killing me

Tears heavy my eyes sleep
Easing into the pain
I can’t stop breaking
All things assault
All things assault
Compromise it’s my fault

Set aside time to daydream
Repressed a mood swing
Hurt my own feelings
I let you go, to rotten me, rotten me
Rot with me
Joys I’ll never known personally
Remember to breathe
Careful, too shy to scream
Disturb anything
So, I whisper, I hum to myself pointless
Repressed a mood swing

Everything’s too little
Everything’s too much
Reading your touch
Reliving days that rotten me

Insatiable
No more, no less then all consuming
My void grew made of lost wishes
A flourishing abyss
Stop hurting me please
I can’t trust you
I want to
I want to love you
But it feels like punishment
A gun held to my head
Hesitant, cheap thrills
Through the eyes kill, killing me

I want to know the joys of life without
The shroud of the clouds
To appreciate
The sky coming down
Coming down

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from Nemesis, released July 7, 2020

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Making experimental music

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