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I Yearn a Form Consummate

from Nemesis by A Flower in Disguise

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I schemed all my thoughts to oppress
Ashamed of every feeling I fight, I fight
All the things I tell myself a lie
In this state, I yearn a form consummate
Thought it through every kind of way
The wounds you healed opened me
The wounds you healed opened me to new dangers
The wounds you healed molded to me
Where you touched your fingers stuck and grew roots to me
And I to you

Working on a formula for my smile
Trying to figure out your eyes
Bitten once twice as shy
Lost and I don’t know why
You like my eyes
You like my lips and when I smile
Invasive, yet sensitive so to what’s inside

My overprotection made it seem I sent my love to you secretly
From the distance as the guardian angel you’ll never see
I am as much of you as you are of me
I know you think I don’t love you
But If I speak it, it won’t come true
Love, lover I only think of you
I only think of you
I’m watching you

Everything I think and every other thought is you
It’s not safe to dream the things that I do, coming to
I get so cold when I see you
It makes me hate you, sinking
I feel it in the pit of stomach
Every breath I take my faith shakes
And makes me over you

Come with me and hide
Muted screams
Hushed cries beat in my chest
Mad at myself
Fuck through this numb
Cut to the ache
Keep me safe
But I blame myself
No, I can’t be kept
 

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from Nemesis, released July 7, 2020

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