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Hedonist

from Nemesis by A Flower in Disguise

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I put my pride aside
My nature I did defy
Hm, I saw the light
I can’t fight what I feel for you
The thought I had to indulge a second
Or two, just a minute more of you (hoo hoo who)
Just as weak
But you’re so sweet, I-I

You found me in dreams
So, they were really nightmares
I wanted to tell you oh how I love you so
If I bare my soul
I don’t want to go straight to your ego
Everyone will know
I loved you so
I loved you so, unapologetic
I loved you oh
It’s pathetic how I found your body so poetic
It’s pathetic how you found my body so poetic
You can’t forget it
Just as weak
Numb it taints my breathe
Ruins what I think
Just as weak

Sapping me slowly
So sweet, I-I
And though I hold him at a distance
And my lips I don’t know to miss it
But my brain can’t resist it
Want to taste my bitterness
I don’t want to say that I’m scared
Accustomed I fear
You go about it all wrong
I don’t want to say that I’m scared
But I care when you’re not there
I give more than a fuck, absolute my type of love

Best to keep it short
Hm, keep it sweet
That’s all you’re good for
I know better than to ask for more
Your eyes speak promises to me secretly
You speak me open
Pondering we, a happiness strangling me of sanity
Dress me in your daydreams
The clouds set ablaze
Hold these words with secrecy
From my lips to yours all I hear is privacy

I put my pride aside
My nature I did defy
Hm, I saw the light
I can’t fight what I feel for you
The thought I had to indulge a second
Or two, just a minute more of you (hoo hoo who)
But you’re so sweet

You found me in dreams
So, they were really nightmares
I wanted to tell you oh how I love you so
If I bare my soul
I don’t want to go straight to your ego
Everyone will know
I loved you so
I loved you so, unapologetic
I loved you oh
It’s pathetic how I found your body so poetic
It’s pathetic how found my body so poetic
You can’t forget it

It’s too much like the toxins in your touch
I can’t I won’t, I won’t
Let you go, know that adore him
Know that I am one with her
it’s the moon about him
It’s the doom about him
About him

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from Nemesis, released July 7, 2020

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